2007年3月16日

happy happy!!!

happy happy!!!

really feel vr happy n relax in tis week.....it is bcz of many of our assignment had submit up alrd.bt i noe tat the bcoming ass oso nid submit oso....bt nvm la!relax 1st....long time no get tis feel since i come utar alrd...i nid more n more time to charge my energy...hahaha....

n recently i would like to find the house...bcz all of us wana to move out frm the house tat nw we stay...it is bcz we all nid more place to do our ass n our study....n hr really not enaf place for us....so all my fren ,if u r get some information of it pls inform me la k?tq oh...i would like to find the house in the ss2 or section 17.

yeah.....tomolo n sunday is my holiday....i dun hv any clas in tis 2 days....n in 2ml,i had join my coursemate going to time square n sunway for shoping n relaxing....hope all of us can b enjoying our trip...hehehe.....n the most important is our english communicate tutorial class is cancel in monday...yeah!!!i still can wake up late hahahaha....n i oso no nid to look for tat lecturer face...haha....n 1 thg i would like to complain...i felt tat 1 of our lecturer seem like vr abnormal...i really dunno wat thg did she wan!!2day my coursemate had present wif excellent,bt she still said tat is not complete,n say tis talk tat....feel like really wana to XXXX her lar.....damn shit!!!really dunno tat wherether she can teach well onot....n she is oso is the new lecturer in utar.....may b she has no experience kua....

2007年3月11日

feeling so down......

long time i dun hv tis kind of feeling alrd...i really feel vr down after my presentation....i had cry out after it......after i study in utar,i suddenly felt tat i m a vr useless....i cant do well in all the thgs...since i had try n try to do it well,wat i dunno i try to update myself n learn it....i m working so hard to improve myself ,jz bcz of my dream n my future...bt sudenly i felt tat i really cant make it...i cant reach my target...feel tat i m so useless....so long time i nvr cry out jz bcz of my study....bt nw,i really cant control it alrd....i m so disapointed with myself...even in every wednesday n thursday nite i muz cant get a slp n owiz hv to do my assignment until morning,i m feeling so tired after tat....bt i nt even going to cry bcz i noe tat i hv to do it, n try my best to do it.....n i hv to suit myself in tis kind of life,jz bcz i oso will met up tis type of life wen i work....n the most important is tis is my choice...but, after my presentation i really feel so tired n feel so down!suddenly feeel tat i cant do it in well,sudenly feel tat all my tired ,my hard is jz nth....i muz b get a bad result of tis...n i m vr mad wif my lecturer,it is bcz our group is the 1st group in presentation...n all of us oso 1st time going to present,we r dunno all the thgs....so b4 the few week of presentation,i had ask her for the way n how we going to do,bt she wont tell me these things n ask me think by myself....bt after my group present ,she told all the clas tat who had havent present about the thgs wat she wan n all the tips....i m so mad....how can she told all of thm n doesn't told me wen i ask....nw all mycoursemate oso noe wat should thy do n wat should they reserch alrd...n thy have more time to prepare it.....it is so unfair.......

since my mood is so down , i feel tat i hv to take a walk n refreshing my brain....i feel tat i hv to cold down myself....so i had went to shopping in mid valley...i shoping alone thr....walk until i feel tired n no energy to walk more,thn oni i come bk my hostel....nw oni my mood turn to better abit....may b i really nid some time to cold down myself n put out my tension....i trust tat all the thg will b better after it....hope i really can done all my study sucessfully.....